Some good lyrics

Ok, here's some lyrics to a few Simple Plan songs that I listened to this weekend that I thought discribed my mood really well, and so I thought that I'd put them on here.
"Welcome To My Life"
Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the darkT
o be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there

"Jump"
Jump!
I dont wanna wake up today
Cause everyday's the same
And I'd been waiting so long
For things to change
I'm sick of this town
Sick of my job
Sick of my friends 'cause everyone's jaded
Sick of this place, I wanna break free
I'm so frustrated, I just wanna
Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight
I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow
Let's go
Forget your problemsI just wanna jump
I don't wanna wake up one day
And find out it's too late
To do all the things I wanna do
So I'm gonna pack up my bags
I'm never coming back
'Cause the years are passing by
And I'm wasting all my ti-ti-time
Sick of this houseS
ick of being broke
Sick of this town, that's bringing me downI
'm sick of this place, I wanna break free, I
'm so frustrated, I just wanna jump
Jump! (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about tomorrow (Jump!)
I just don't care tonight, I just wanna jump (Jump!)
Don't wanna think about my sorrow

"Untitled"
I open my eyesI try to see but I'm blinded
By the white lightI can't remember how
I can't remember whyI'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound
But no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto
A time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me?
I made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?
I've made my mistakes
Got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me?

Got a lot of catching up to do...

Ok, let's see...It's been over a month and a half since my last post and I thought that I should jump back on the blogwagon...So here I am. Let's see...I had a complete blast in Florida but a not-so-great time since I've been back. I am very happy to have my parentals home because I was so lonely while they were away. I cried a lot more and threw way too many pity parties. I don't know what has been wrong with me, but it definitely needs to be fixed. I feel like nobody wants to have anything to do with me anymore and all I do is annoy people. I know that Brea and I joked about being hurt that Schalk and Kelly hung out without us, but the fact is, I was really upset about it. I know that I don't have anyone to double date with them, but I still could've been asked and I know that Schalk knew that I felt this way or she would've told me that Kelly and Eric were going with her and Chris to the Shadowbox instead of just telling me Chris was going. It's one thing to make myself feel bad about not having a boyfriend, but when I can't hang out with my friends because I don't have one, that hurts a lot more and it makes me realize what a loser I actually am. I had all of these people offer to spend the night with me while my parents were gone, but actually someone only stayed two nights (excluding the parties) That's pretty pathetic in itself. And when people did come over to keep me company, I felt like they just did because I pleaded until they felt sorry for me. Like last Friday, everyone was doing something except Dave and he didn't sound like he wanted to come over until I told him that I would cry if he didn't...Or maybe he noticed that I was already crying. I hate being this needy and pathetic but I can't help it. I just want to feel loved and I don't think that is too much to ask, but maybe it is. I don't know. "Life's tough, wear a helmet" I know, but that doesn't make anything any easier. I just miss feeling apart of everyone's life instead of like I'm intruding in their lives. When we were in Florida, I had to talk to at least one person everyday not only because I missed them, but because I was afraid that I wouldn't be missed. I think that would've been too hard for me and so I didn't give them an opportunity to miss me. I know I'm pathetic, but I can't help it. I don't know, that's all for now, although I'll probably post some lyrics in a few minutes.